so sweet

"i wanted to tell you the fortune i got from my fortune cookie yesterday

we are all made from the same dough, but we are not baked in the same oven

your oven might have had some cracks emma, sometimes overheated, sometimes no heat at all, but alltogether i think you have come out as a wonderful bread"

I feel like shit. but at least I feel something..

träffade kuratorn idag. jag var som jag brukar nu för tiden.
hursom, en tid till en läkare kommer att bokas.
jag vet inte vad jag känner inför det, men en gnutta rädsla vore nog inte en underdrift.

aww =)

fina ord när jag loggade in på msn nu på morgonen.

"i hope you wake up and notice how great you feel miss! that your start
of the day will be without me is regretable, so imma send you this message
be strong sweet girl and never drop your kindness is one of your biggest strengths,
you are getting better lately! and it'll only keep improving till you are one day able to say im feeling good
.. all of the time  .. till then i'll snug up at your side and give you a hug 
have a nice day miss emma!"